Friday, September 26, 2008
What is worth it?
Everything that I have done...... in the past..... issit worth it?
things that I did and have accomplished..... issit worth it?
Guess in life....... we can never define what is worthy in whatever we do..... all i can say is........ I believe till now most of the things I have done is worthy of all my hardwork and scarifies. that i have made has definately reaped rewards.
At times I thinking....... why I am such a person who have so much thoughts in me...... and causing me to sleep without peace..... I dunno..... I guess..... thats just me.....
I keep problems to myself....... I am not a person who dares to trust any1........ I dunno who to trust........
Yes I do have great/best friends........ but I dunno..... in life...... I do not put 100% faith to all..... maybe just 70% to all my best friends.... and 40% to all my friends.....
I am not suspicious..... but I am not a person who trust someone until I see the true colours of that person.
I do listen to what others say.... and @ times do tend to believe 70% of the rumours..... but once I have seen the actual situation.... I will trust my eyes more den what I heard........
I dunno why am I writing all these too..... I guess a blog is a good place for me to type all these rubbish that are stored in my heart as I know only a few ppl reads my blog.......
Guess Thats just me........ I find that I am kinda weird..... I have dual-Personalities.......
U may think U know me...... But How can U know me when I dunch even know myself 100% well.....
I am predictable yet @ times I do surprise everybody with my actions........ Just when u think MaoMao is going to do Action A..... But He will surprise everybody with Action Z~
No1 will know what is really inside me.... Am I a Devil or Angel?
Guess I am both....... Well.... we human have the Devilish side of us too..... its just how evil r we...... I may not be that evil..... but when times r bad..... I believe..... I can be a complete devil....... No More Smily Smily Mao Mao that most of my friends know....... When I transformed into my evil side...... I doubt anybody will want to come near me.........
I pity my blog..... gotta "listen" to all my complains...... But well....... those who r reading, I do pity u too.... cuz today's entry is a long 1........... U will have to spend 2mins of ya time reading it...........
Well I guess..... I didnt force u to right?
All Right............. I am Tired....... Shall go Rest........ Compile my BB project tml..........n I wish my DC and MR project can score exceptionally well and Pass the EXAMs.......... Gee the tots of Exam Freak me out~
Guess After this wkend....... 90% of the time offline..... 101% focus on Revision~
I got lots to catch up~
I have plans for my holidays too~~ (not to travel but to get certificates..... More Exams =) )
Chill Off~
PS: Hmm......... Seriously I must get 2 cert during my holidays! I guess it will be good to add into my resume~
nv alone again with nana at 11:35 PM